From within;

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Miracle. <3

Friday, June 10, 2011

GAHHHH! I HATE NIGHTMARES! YUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY, REALLY, REAAAAALLY HATE THEM.

God, deliver me.. ):

Thursday, June 02, 2011

Renewed; I only pray that this becomes a constant rather than a one-off sort of thing. Constant renewal. That sounds about right. (: Our Father has done a good work in our LG, in our hearts, in our little community that shall thus grow and strengthen. It shall be the salt of the earth and the light of the world- a little city on an HC hill, shining in the light of Your salvation.

"We're gonna dance in the freedom we know, because the freedom we know is gonna last forever."

Lord, teach me to keep running after You, because it's You my heart wants and needs to follow. Thank you for all you're about to do in and with my life. <3

There is a calmness to a life lived in gratitude; a quiet joy. - Ralph H. Blum
... And so I am healed by God-given peace. (:

Saturday, April 16, 2011

It's been such an eventful week. And Lord, once again I'm amazed by how You love me and my family.

Everything happens for a reason. All of that happened because You planned it to be so. Thank you for putting them in my life, Father. Thank you for breaking my heart for what breaks Yours. So God, help me to love them and give to them sacrificially. Help me to heal their pain with Your power and Your mercy. Help me bring them to You.

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HCCO JJANG! I'm secretly reaaaaally looking forward to SYF. Those 15 minutes on stage shall be the culmination of our months' worth of blood, sweat, tears. And so I will have faith. (: DJs are the love! I often don't realise how much I actually love this section. So underrated and all the more amazing. ^^

Sunday, April 03, 2011

Suffice it to say that I am bored out of my wits, which explains why I'm posting so randomly. [Hm. Something tells me that expression is a little off -.- .. I'm using it anyway. :D]

Sometimes I actually believe [or fool myself into believing..?] that I enjoy school days more than I do weekends [except for the fact that service is during the weekend :D], because at least there are what I consider 'tangible things to do'.

Which naturally excludes work.

I suppose.. in school, I receive more opportunities to store treasures up in Heaven. (: I get to impact lives, bring joy and comfort in the name of my Father, for His kingdom, and it makes sense to me that I be doing that all the time rather than mugging all the time.

[Then again, I shouldn't feel that way since being at home should also present opportunities to impact lives- lives that ought to be so much closer to heart: my family. And yet it's difficult to be able to truly impact people who expect that much out of you and are thus, perhaps, unlikely to respond as dramatically to or be as overwhelmed by the same little acts of kindness done for friends.. No wait, that isn't right either. T___T]

Lord, I need a breakthrough; I need mentality- and heart-surgery. And not just for that matter. :/

Every now and then I question why it's so difficult to love, why love defined by the typical human being is so bias and so unfaithful and fades so easily.. But only one answer ever pops up: we are but human. And it's so frustrating. Contrary to popular notions, I don't believe loving someone ever was meant to be painful; love never was meant to cause hurt to anyone. Is it not only because of selfishness and pride that love leaves everyone bruised and broken?

God, teach me to perfect my love. Let Your love overtake mine to flow from my heart and into the hearts and lives of others. Amen. (:

TOMORROW'S A MONDAY. The phrase 'Monday blues' exists not in my vocabulary ^^ [Alright, it does, but I shall deny its applicability.. Oh, no such word? Wouldn't be the first time. :P] JC life really is too short. So much to do yet so little time. Come on, sense of urgency! Strike me now, please! I will work so, so hard for you, Lord.

It occurs to me that it's been quite a while since I've woken up to sunlit sheets of rain upon my bedroom window. And along with a whole lot of other things, I miss that so much..

Monday, October 18, 2010

NIHAOS ;D

We are having our first class meeting heh <3
It's about a variety of strange topics ._. But I shall believe that something good will come out of it all. And we do have to get certain matters settled zomgosh -.-

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I typed the above using Viet Son's laptop at about 2.45pm today. Viet Son's laptop just had to die 10 seconds into this post.

I am now at home and stoning and continuing this post.

Today has been a long day indeed. Or perhaps I should say that it was everything from 5.30pm onwards that seemed to pass painfully slowly. Oo

Jesus, Your love is all I need. How is it I took so long to come to that conclusion? Today, I truly felt Your presence, and it was completely overwhelming. How is it that the thought of You chased away the disappointment and brought hope? How is it that Your presence numbed the pain to complete disappearance and had it replaced with such incredible joy and gratefulness for what I already have?

Once again, You leave me in complete awe of Your might and Your faithfulness, my Lord. (:

Run along, my dear! Go on after that angel of your dreams!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Oh post-promos emptiness ._.

Bored!

Fortunately "there's always WENDY! around to cheer me up! (:"

Alright, and that was by Wendy. O__O

But in a way, it's true ;D

What I was about to write, however, was that 'Fortunately, I'm out now, and for some reason, in NAFA thinking about stuff completely unrelated to Fine Arts.'

I need to do something utterly exciting before I go bonkers. That typically excludes

- going to Starbucks to drink coffee, eat frittatas and watch cars zoom by for 2 hours (activity completed on 08/10/10 after Maths)

- walking aimlessly around Plaza Singapura for an hour before church service, though church service itself was awesome <3 (activity completed on 09/10/10; thank you for the company and sorry for wasting your time, chingu! :S)

- eating eating and doing more eating until I almost exploded while celebrating my dad's birthday (activity completed on 09/10/10, evening)

I guess doing all that was fun. In any case, it provided solace for my soul after multiple adrenaline rushes from all the papers. How exciting :D (Oh, I take that back for the 3rd activity. If anything, the 3rd activity was murder. Eating like I did is undoubtedly not good for my health, both physical and mental - mind you, just LOOKING at all that food is psychologically disabling.)

Wendy says, LET'S go out!

Yes, LET'S.

So goodbye. ^^